When life becomes bipolar.

I could sit here and let you know all the deep thoughts that are going through my head at this graduation practice, but really, I'm not thinking of any of that stuff. I am thinking about how bipolar all things in life seem. My lineup for graduation has changed at least four times making being ranked second in my class worthless to be frank. It kind of depresses me instead of frustrating me like it should. It's really just dumb. But it seems like all of life is bipolar now.